The empty hole in my heart...

Why?

Why is this happening to me?

What's wrong with me?

Don't I deserve to love, or to be loved?

Why everything is dying around me?

What is this empty hole in my heart?

What have I done wrong?

I don't understand this...

My life... what's the point of it?

There isn't anything left from my life... from my heart...

This emptiness in me just gets bigger and bigger all the time...

I don't know how much longer I can take this...

I've lost everything I ever loved or cared for...

My friends, my family, relatives... and you...

You were the only one who understood me...

Everytime when I was feeling sad or was depressed...

You listened when I talked you...

And you comforted me when I cried...

You held me in your arms for hours...

You were always there when I needed you...

You were by my side... until you left...

You went out of this world...
You left me alone and took a big part out of my heart...
I have only cried and cried and cried...
I lost my appetite and I only drank alcohol...
I hurted my self, I cut my arms...
Now there's no space for new scars...
I tried to kill myself many times...
But never succeeded...

But now...
I'm coming to you...
Then we will be together again...
Forever...

-Jonsku-